10:22 - 20.11.2007
ichwillnur inbettmitdir bleibenstehen

as of the first of the year, i'm going to be an unemployed collegedropout. sounds fascinating, doesn't it? or, to phrase it a bit more sweetly, i'm going to be a stayathomeartist. (who will eventually have to find some sort of parttime work.)

ithink i'm just having a midlife crisis. hate my job; want to get away. don't know what the fuck i plan to do with a bachelor's degree from osu. one of the guys i work with has a bachelor's from osu. and still works at kroger. superdepressing&discouraging.

or, maybe, i just want to do what i want to do for a change. instead of trying to live up to everyone else's expectations of me. stay at home so i can write and do art. workout and study german. play with my babies (pets). go for long walks in the park. find some sort of parttime job that doesn't make me cry so we can still pay the bills and such.

wait til my parents find out.