23:27 - 06.12.2007
finding that,

someone asked what i thought was wrong with me. for the first time that i can ever recall, i didn't respond with: "i'm too fucking fat!"

it didn't even cross my mind. instantly, instead, i said, "i'm bulimic. that's what's wrong." reflecting upon it a few moments later, i realized that i didn't say the f-word.

slight satisfaction, at that.