13:38 - 05.04.2007
she justwants 2b uGLi

jason says we can go running tomorrow, even if it keeps on snowing. (that's april in ohio for you, folks.)

i'm so tired that i cannot forsee making it through today, let alone tomorrow, let alone running. even more hours at work next week, i guess, and even more homework. still no word on my german essay. i might just go & ask about it tomorrow. i need to test by tuesday.

i cannot do this. i cannot do this anymore. so goodbye. the walls are burning. there is no sun. sitting there peeking a picture of perfection. death feels like the butterfly.

i have to think like the information in the reiki book i read: "just for today, let me..." that's how i got through yesterday, running all those extra places around campus in the cold with so many books and art supplies.

took my bulimic-looking teeth to the dentist. he said very little about the chipped enamel; just to be careful & come see him more regularly. and he coated them with something that he said would help. i don't know...